I've decided to shut myself in a dark room and listen to NIN constantly...oh wait, that's called work! Yeah...maybe it's the lack of daylight...or maybe it's just lots of random shit just piling up...one after the other...til there's no room left to breathe...
So far this year I've learned that holidays are not as much fun to organise, friends often expect more of you than what they're prepared to give, and family are never what they seem on the surface. Everyone has an agenda...and yes, I realise just how paranoid that sounds, but it's true...how well can you ever really know a person, even those you're related to? And why do people put you in a box and label you, and then get upset when they discover that that's not who you are? And why do some people have this idealistic idea of who they are that totally contravenes how others see them, as a result of their actions?
People are complicated...
And I really, really need a break...I'm so utterly tired - physically and emotionally.
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